kristy is sooooo cool <3

hi <3

time

doesn't time feel endless?
then, it just appears out of no where....
BAM
there it is again....sigh.....
i just want so much more of it.
To click pause and sleep,
then proceed with the day ready
and not so sleepy.
then maybe...just maybe...
never have to wake up 3 am in the morning.
O_O

TOTAL TIME SPENT: 20 Minutes

In this dark room presiding, there was but meager candle light spilling across the walls, faded from their original brilliance of pomegranate red to a rustic maroon, thus signaling the dying prestige of the dweller’s status, long since tarnished by water, smothered in earth, and felled by air. The air was tinged with the musk of incense; it hung below the vaulted ceiling like a cloud.

Shining mahogany chests and a tall dresser stood like stones against the sides of the room. Great medals and swords – some blue with recent birth, and others chipped by use (like trophies of rougher times, consecrated in blood) – were but a few of the priceless fortunes hung on the walls.

A long mirror was tapered to the door. Seemingly innocent, there were no qualms about its use, save but for some days, when the servants had idle time to gossip, and wondered how there came to be faint glue lines, splintering all throughout. And if there ever was, by some extraordinary measure, a personage with so much of a perspicacious acuity as to glance upon this anomaly; he would imagine that its owner would have had paused at exiting, only to look beyond the reflection and fearfully examine his own character, searching for hints of treachery, and thus being satisfied, proceed to greet the world with wary arms.

As such, that person did not exist. And so, the theory had never existed.

Centered on the far end of the door was a very large and ornate bed. The sheets were presently twisted around a convulsing figure. His face was indiscernible from all angles, hidden in the shadows of the draperies.

The man was a king.

“No, great grandfather! Hold on just a little longer!” cried out distant voices. Little children’s hands went to touch him, praying for a miracle that would not come.

The king did not stir.

Like a blanket, a thick darkness descended on him. One by one, his senses shut down. His sense of smell was the first to go. Then taste. Sight. Touch. Hearing.

Finally, his heart stopped beating altogether.

The children screamed. They felt it. They felt it in their innocent little cores, the icy departing of soul from meaty flesh. Their dear grandfather was no longer with them.

Wow, the Humanities posts are just piling up. Already 29! But nevermind that. This blog, in due time, will far surpass what they have! So just keep posting!

WE CAN DO IT, SEVEN WONDERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Grow

Wake up, there's no time today
i know.
i know that there is no easy way to say
just grow...
Grow and make a life someday
and now-
go away and find your Passion-
right now? how?!
you know it
do it
live it
breathe it
every single day.
can it be found? can a dream be saved?
...
is it not allowed to as so much of a dream
can we bring the kid inside of us along?
can we end the play and start the new?
Really, what are we allowed to do?
What can we bring to tomorrow?
No- you grow
only grow...but with so many unknowns
and no time....
just do it your way.

Happy Birthday Theo :D

it was really a surprise when I got the call from Ashley yesterday night that it was Theo's birthday today.... so I couldn't say no to eating breakfast at Denny's even though I was looking forward to sleeping in...
but it's worth it because Theo promised she'll stay for lunch at least twice a week for at least 20 minutes, right???!! :D

oh yeah, Ashley, you too.

oh, the yogurt at Denny's was so good.


anyways

I'm slightly depressed right now because I got a really bad grade on the physics test and plus I don't get the physics homework.
It's especially depressing because this is all the stuff I learned last year.
-sigh-

maybe I should've took biology.

at this point, I really want to drop a class...



Mr. McClure told me that I need to get rid of "just" in my vocabulary because I'm not a "just" person. But it's really hard to believe that. What makes him think so anyway?



alright that was my rant for the day

byeee


Zen

Awkward Modesty

Bwahahaha! Look at me, trying to cover up. I'm so glad you made this blog, Jennifer. It's always been easier for me to express my feelings through letters and such. This makes it so much easier! Plus, a blog exclusive (and dedicated) only to us....I can't wait!

have i told you...?

have I told you guys how much I really like all of you guys?

ashley, annie, kim, kristy, jessica, theo-- you are all very special friends to me.

It makes me sad that we don't really see each other so often these days.

I miss last year, when all of us would always gather around at lunch at our "Spot" and engage in heated conversation.

I miss ashley and theo arguing, jessica throwing sly jokes at unexpected moments, kim always giving hugs and everyone playing cards and talk about homework, tests, and teachers-good and bad-.

I miss interviews and frequent parties.

It's senior year, and we have less than a year left of high school.

I don't know how often we'll be able to talk to each other-let alone see each other- after we graduate.

We all say that we will definitely meet up regularly and stay in contact, but that's really not easy to do.

Like with my best friend Seohyun in Korea, we'll eventually be so caught up with whatever is happening in our daily lives that we will put off spending time with old friends again and again until we have nothing to talk about....

I don't want to be depressing, but I feel like this will happen inevitably.

So I want to enjoy this year with you guys.

I love you guys all so much,

Jenn